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Chapter 1 - The Dinner Table

The meatloaf was still warm in the center of the table, flanked by a bowl of steamed green beans and buttered potatoes that I had peeled two hours earlier. My fingers still carried the faint ache from the peeler; damp autumn air always settled straight into the joints of my hands, a dull, throbbing reminder of the bone scans I kept shoving into the bottom drawer of my nightstand.

Nine-year-old Hugo had his fork poised over his plate, kicking his sneakers lightly against the rung of his chair.

"Can Grandma come for Thanksgiving?" he asked, looking past his mother toward the calendar taped to the refrigerator door. "We're off school for four whole days."

Beside him, six-year-old Cheyenne stopped swinging her legs and looked up, her mouth ringed with ketchup. "Can she, Mommy? Grandma makes the pumpkin pie with the leaves on top."

The room went instantly stiff. Khloe set her fork down on the rim of her plate with a sharp clatter that caused both children to flinch.

"No, Hugo," Khloe said, her voice clipped, sharp as a razor drawn across ice. "She cannot."

I kept my hands resting gently in my lap, feeling the ridge of my wedding band against my thumb. "Khloe, if it's crowded, I could simply bring the pies by in the morning—"

"It isn't about the pies, Camila," Khloe interrupted, leaning back and folding her arms across her chest. Her dark eyes fixed on me with a hostility that had been simmering for months. "I want the holiday with my own family this year. My sister is coming down from Spokane, and we want space. Real space. Without someone watching how I run my house."

"I don't watch you, Khloe," I said softly, striving to keep any tremor from my voice.

"You do. You've been doing it every day for six years." She gestured toward the children. "Telling me Hugo needs an extra layer because it's breezy, questioning Cheyenne's bedtime just because she was yawning after dance class, acting like you run this kitchen. If you really cared about your grandchildren, you'd know when you're not welcome."

Hugo shrank into his seat, his eyes welling with sudden, terrified tears. Cheyenne slipped off her chair and stood against the wall, clutching her doll by its yarn hair.

"Khloe, please," I said, a knot tightening in my throat. "I admit I offer advice when I shouldn't. I'm sorry if I overstepped. It's only out of love."

"It's control!" she snapped. "And I am sick to death of walking on eggshells in my own dining room!"

Before I could breathe, Theo’s palm slammed against the oak table. The water glasses jumped; Hugo let out a frightened sob.

"That's enough!" Theo yelled, his face flushed dark red beneath his work stubble. He rose from his seat, towering over the table. The boy I had nursed through scarlet fever, the boy whose scraped knees I had bandaged and whose college textbooks I had paid for with Sebastian's overtime checks, looked down at me not with frustration, but with venom.

"Theo," I whispered.

"Apologize to my wife, Mom!" he barked, his finger trembling as he pointed it straight at my face.

I stared at him, my heart hammering violently against my brittle ribs. "Do you understand what you're asking me to do?"

"I'm asking you to show some respect for the woman who runs this house!" His voice echoed off the drywall. When I didn't speak, his hand swung toward the entryway. "Apologize or get out. Get out of my house and don't come back!"

Khloe stood behind him, her chin raised, her arms still locked tight. Neither of them looked at Hugo, who had buried his face in his forearms, weeping quietly into his napkin.

A sudden, strange stillness washed through me. The roar in my ears faded into a sharp, clear silence.

I did not scream. I did not defend myself. Slowly, carefully protecting the vertebrae in my lower back, I pushed my chair away from the table and stood up. I walked over to Hugo, leaned down despite the stabbing pain in my left knee, and smoothed his dark hair.

"Grandma loves you," I whispered into his ear. "None of this is your fault. Not one bit."

I turned to Cheyenne, kissed the soft crown of her head, and picked up my purse from the counter by the door.

I walked out into the chilly November dusk. The front door clicked shut behind me, the deadbolt turning with an unmistakable, metallic finality.

I climbed into my sedan, turned the key, and waited. I sat under the amber glow of the driveway lamp for ten minutes, watching the front porch, hoping against hope that the door would open. I imagined Theo bursting out, bareheaded in the cold, calling out, *Mom, wait. I lost my temper. I'm sorry.*

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The porch light remained unblinking. The blinds over the living room window stayed drawn.

Eventually, I put the car in reverse and backed down the gravel drive.

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